My Constellations

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Everything Is Meant To Be

I was awakened very early in the morning. Cannot go back to sleep so I grab my phone cell to see what time is it. There’s a message popped up. It was from a friend. He he. Misunderstanding that lead to something which make me smile. I give her gift (a pack of uncooked chips) brought back from a trip to Surabaya. She thought it was cooked chips. Upon her arrival at home she’s ready to eat the chips and suddenly she found a bunch of dried flour dough flavored with onion. And definitely.... indigestible! Am I the one who give her incomplete information or she’s the one who receive the information inappropriately? :) :)

Anyway she’s one of my best friends and after separated for 2 years we’re together again. Somehow, the time is so right. I found a new job, stay in Denpasar and so was her. We can hang out after work and on the weekend I can got a ride with her to Tabanan, our hometown.

If we quite for a moment and thinking of our live journey, what we’re going through has been outlined. The Almighty give us a certain way of life how to develop & learn and he command the nature to conspire for our life. That’s why everything seem so “click” (if we realize, optimist, and thankful).

Some people thought my decision to go back to Bali such a decline (degradation of life). Less challenge in work, less financial guarantee, less enjoyment of life, less opportunity to develop, and more of “less” list. Maybe they’re right. I don’t know why my hand sent resignation email to my Boss on December with the most silly reason ever (to get close to family ^_^), effectively resigned on January, join Civil Servant recruitment on February, and here I am working in Government Office now.

But they’re not absolutely right. I start to realize this is meant to be. Start to accept, love and enjoy the new job. My work environment is full of laugh. I never imagined that can make a friend with mommies. See the bright side will make you happy. Beside, my enjoyment level is low or not too demanding. As long as I can hear music, watch movie/tv, play game, reading, joking, and other ordinary stuffs, I am happy. It is okay cannot go overseas unless somebody fund me he he.

So I guess everything is a reason and everything is meant to be. There must be something that you can learn when you through condition change, new people come along, new environment, anything. If some part of you is gone then another part will fill that emptiness and vice versa.

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